amaris11388

so many things have happened since the last time i posted on here... i joined the navy, bryan and i got a divorce after alot of drama, and so many other things... the newest things are the guy i dated for 11 months decided he's too young to be in a serious, commited relationship and dumped me... so now i'm feeling like my chest has had an ice cream scoop taken to it, taking most of my heart and leaving my chest feeling mostly hollow with intense pain around the edges... The one bright spot in my life at the moment is that my wonderful little boy, corbin, is living with me for the summer and i get to see him every day, hold him, hug him, see h

Bry and i decided to get rid of the internet and cable to save money so until corbin goes back to school i'm pretty sure i won't be able to get online... once he goes back i'll be able to go to the community center and use their net access to check all my internet stuff and maybe even update things like my paintings and drawings that hopefully i'll be able to get lots of done with a lack of distractions :p

Yep, i'm alive... and really wondering where my little converter chip (whatever it's actually called) that allows me to put the little itty bitty chip from my phone into my computer so i can get pics of say... the last couple paintings and drawings i did... on my comp and delete them from my phone to make room for more stuff. Although i have to admit i've been a bit lazy on the whole art side of things lately... or maybe i should just say that life has been getting in the way of art :/... lots of random things happening in the last month or so going from a new workout program called insanity that i must say lives up to it's name, anyone heard